Jude and Cal by Jessie Pinkham

Author:Jessie Pinkham [Pinkham, Jessie]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: JMS Books LLC
Published: 2018-12-18T05:00:00+00:00

Chapter 4

Sex with Cal was far and away better than masturbating to porn. Jude’s orgasms had been of the solo variety for well over a year now, which made him all the more appreciative of a good blowjob. Well, those emotions he was trying his best to suppress might have played a part as well, but he didn’t want to encourage them, so he stuck with the dry spell explanation for the sex being so damn good.

“I could get used to this,” said Cal.

“Mining partners with benefits? Sounds good to me.”

Jude’s reasoning, if you could call being really horny some kind of reasoning, was that they might die if nobody picked up their SOS, so why not have sex? If they survived, he’d be perfectly happy to exchange more blowjobs.

Cal’s face fell. “Benefits, okay.”

Oh, fuck. He wanted more. This was why Jude had planned to stick with jerking off, and the occasional one-night stand when he could get lucky on supply runs. More than sex was just asking for trouble. Unpleasant truths would come out, realizations would be had, and Jude would end up right back where he’d started, with the added misery of a freshly broken heart.

No point in putting both of them through all the drama, so he decided it was best to nip this in the bud. “I thought we were just having sex.”

Cal attempted to shrug away his obvious disappointment. “I guess we were.”

Jude sighed. Since those stupid emotions seemed to be returning, he decided to man up and give an explanation. “I’m not relationship material.”

“Why?”

“I’m just not.”

Cal’s eyebrows went up. “Ever consider letting someone else be the judge of that?”

He had, and the consensus seemed to be that no sane person wanted to get involved with him. “There’s a lot you don’t know about me.”

“So what? Did you kill a person or something?” At Jude’s pause, Cal grew nervous. “Please tell me you didn’t murder someone.”

“No! God no. It’s just…if it weren’t for me, other people would still be alive.”

If Cal had pushed, Jude’s defenses would’ve gone up. It seemed like he knew that, because he said nothing at all and watched Jude quietly.

Jude didn’t want to tell the story, exactly. He did want to be relationship material, for Cal particularly, even if he didn’t think it was very likely. He tried a sentence. “My brother is a convicted and undoubtedly guilty serial killer.”

Cal remained quiet. Jude wasn’t sure whether to thank him or curse him for not interrupting.

“He’s my identical twin.”

At this, Cal’s eyes widened. “Fuck.”

“Yeah.”

“That must be awful for you.”

Nobody had ever wanted to hear about how bad it was for Jude, and what remained of his defenses crumbled away. “Eight people. This face is the last thing eight people saw before they died. And that’s not even the worst part. Everyone thinks because we’re identical, and we had the same upbringing, that I might be a serial killer too.”

“That’s crazy.”

“I know. We look identical, but we’re not the same people. Maybe we were born different, maybe it was John’s drug use, or something else.

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